Current mood:	sad
Current music:	.ramsey lewis.

I just wanted it to be you so badly
I've realized recently, the undoubtable flaw in my current position.

I was quickly falling for him, truly. He makes me feel like a woman, like my skin in priceless. He talks about me to my face which is a rarity in most human beings. I can say I love him, and if I had let this progress would be in love with him, and a completely different person at the same time. I've cried about this already. That for now I have to let him go, help him stand up straight and tall from the sidelines. I'm not going to be the one to make this change for him in the end. It's his choice to take my responses and either use them for his personal gain or deny himself.

I hope he can understand that this is somethng I had no intention of doing, and it hurts ever so much to have to do it now.

I do love him.
I do.