Current mood:	pissed off
Current music:	bloc.party.positive.tension.

I woke up this morning feeling very stressed out and in pain. I walked out of the house choosing to ignore anything I was thinking of when I woke up. It didn't matter and I had to get on with my day. But I guess that wasn't enough, I had to have other things thrown at me. Accusations about my last job, from the current owner came to me from a friend today, and I'm still trying to call myself down about it.

My "friends" have been choosing to leave me out of things, maybe not so much choosing but forgetting I'm even there? Of course you don't call a girl a bit for walking out the door and not acknowledging you, if you did the same 10 seconds before.


I'm getting very irritated by the social scene in my life right now. And I'm wishing I had the balls to say fuck you all I'm out. Who knows maybe the final push will be tomorrow.

It's interesting how the most intelligent people in your life turn into the most childish and non-confrontational. I'm sorry, but did I ask for this bullshit? *checking records* no, not to my recollection.